Why do strippers lose their self esteem?

im thinking of becoming one. it pays really well i heard i can make 1000 a day some nights im making 7.50 a hr. i want to live in a nice house and i have a major shopping addiction a woman fashionsta thing lol well can make me spend a high amount. i dont want to go to college it can rip you off plus it wont pay as well as stripper jobs. so how do they lose self esteem god do they know how well they can live life with all that no money doesnt buy happiness but does buy convience. plus im no doctor or lawyer!