Is it weird that I like to see peoples true colors?

First of all, its not weird that you like to see people's true colours, it's part of human nature to want to see the real truth behind things, why things work and not to feel as if someone is treating you differently because of who you are at different times. You say that your moods often fluctuate from confidence to low self esteem, and people treat you differently because of this? I have the same problem, and I think it has something to do with how people perceive you, and how you interact with them. Because if you talk to someone in a confident mood, your often happy and if they do have a negative reaction, your able to brush it off (its just the mood your in) and you carry on talking to them, you can keep the conversation flowing, and things become positive and your able to have a more lively conversation. It doesn't matter what you say, you just say it, and somehow you manage to make the conversation even better. Whereas someone with low self esteem is often quite shy and depressed at times. Shy people are often awkward, and find it hard to have a conversation with ease. The reason why people are often mean to you, may be because of your unintentional mood they may feel you are turning on them. People naturally love to be around happy, lively individuals that have interesting things to say. Otherwise they find you "boring" or not worth talking to. It's hard to be a confident person all the time, but if you want to see the friendly side of everyone, you'll quite often discover it with your confident side rather than your shy side. So really, there isn't any "true colours" in my opinion, because it just depends on the mood you are in, and the mood they are in. People like to see confidence, because confidence helps the other feel more at ease and feel as if they can talk to you easier. They often don't like shy people, because shy people are often hard work, and harder to talk to. So really, it seems you need to decide if you want to be a confident person, or allow your mood to fluctuate and affect your social life. Or at least have an outward reflection of happiness, right? Even if you aren't happy, at least let the others around you have the benefits of you being happy, then one day, you might be. Good Luck! :)